zhu,benzillar,benzrad
Monday, March 09, 2009
Friday, March 06, 2009
snow of yesterday melting in warm early lunar spring
its quite bright in the morning. when i got up and caught sight of the warm sunrise, i doubting if i carry my camera with me. last night ema shown reconcilation with me after i rebuff her attempt to trap baby in her cliche teaching method. in the night i reviewed quite some details in my life of love and proud of my beloved. baby again push his way on bed, between ema and me, and i slept aside my pillar to make space for baby, who took my pillar like last night. its all bright except ema returned lately at noon and didn't cook for me, instead ate yesterday's porridge and pickers. i doubting if she and China surveillance adopt their old cheat, of crying me for money to support baby son, warren, as well as myself. the old cheat previously edged me out from ema's home and the illusion of my starving baby distressed me hopelessly and forced me retreat to my home town penniless, and finally was trapped in a local asylum in my home town, central China. but that can't work again, nothing can't change my faith in God, and his superpower to see my Royal in glory on behalf of him, the only all in all and final in final. my life and my kingdom to reclaim on eastern Asia, just a preset from God, and in full fledge since the holy spirit stroke me when i immersed in love without any reservations. in no way creatures on the earth can harm me, nor to my Royal and beloved. my fiancees, with their respected families respectively, already in line with my angels ahead of me, as well as the prophets constantly sharpening foresight for the brave and praying, laiding fundamental works for God's biz on this land, full in God's view, awaiting my touch to reinvent vitality into the scary people and their dirty homeland.
its a nice day, since its dawn. gays in the office let my legs cold, by their bloodless corps. evils this moment in a rush. that's near their end of time. sunshine, like ur beaming faces, my beloved, will blossom in the coming season under the heaven, all in God's shine.
3rd snow in Qiqihar, China in lunar 2009, dirty cleansed. ---originally posted yesterday
the 3rd snow in lunar 2009 descending since mid morning, just leaving yesterday's sunshine in the past. last night i tried to post a blog entry i wrote in office before the end of work time, but China surveillance heavily blocking and spying my posting on home pc. so much dirty i guessed in the process, that a snow this morning needed to cover its smelliness. when i left home in the morning, its just dripping, but gradually turned into a strong snow. i felt the threat of spying eyes on home pc upon my web credential, but more felt blessed in the drizzle. i esp. loving the shallow sorrow mood rains bring to me, as a life memory when i grew up in rains plenty central China, where my home town locates.
this morning i continued to post latest blog entry to more channels of my web presence. dirty from the ill persons around constantly challenged me, they r dead in fact. i shot some picture in office, now that i second time brought my camera, a FujiFilm FinePix S2000HD with me at noon, for the snow and my long time dream to everywhere with another eye of witness. i hope u can see the factual snow scene here.
ok, i don't intend to babble more. ema still in bitter with me. i hold no brief for anyone with a profiting eyes upon holy thing. i toward and more and more inward with glory i deserve.
Thursday, March 05, 2009
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